Disaster Diaries: The One Where I Chase Packages & Lose My Patience

The High-Functioning Disaster

Today’s Disaster Diary is brought to you by fatigue, froggy voice vibes, caregiving burnout, and a Scentsy shipment held hostage in Chicago. I missed my Miracle Morning again, tried to keep fourteen mental browser tabs open, and spent way too much energy wrestling with the reality that I cannot force my mom to care about her own health.

I talk through the emotional exhaustion of watching someone choose decline, the internal tug-of-war between control and acceptance, and why “trying to will someone into wanting better for themselves” is a special kind of heartbreak.

Also on deck: Dateline theories, real questions about why people stay in abusive relationships, a dog who dances like she’s auditioning for Broadway, Financial Peace University panic, and the chaos of surviving on one-third of our former income.

Short(-ish), raw, and very on brand for a High-Functioning Disaster.

🧭 In This Episode

• Missing the Miracle Morning (again)
• A Scentsy order stuck in Chicago
• Caregiving frustration and the limits of control
• Dateline: murder, manipulation, and too many questions
• Domestic violence reflections
• Editing wins + dog dance intermission
• Starting Financial Peace University while broke
• Job-hunting in a season that makes no sense

💡 Key Takeaways

• You can support someone, but you can’t choose for them — even when you’re watching them spiral.
• Emotional labor is a productivity killer, and sometimes the day is “good enough” simply because you survived it.
• Domestic violence is layered, terrifying, and far more complex than outsiders assume.
• Financial stress reshapes everything — goals, routines, survival strategies, and identity.
• Hope lives in small pockets: a helpful book, a dog being ridiculous, or the possibility of a job lead landing at the right time.

⚠️ Content Note:

This diary includes vulnerable discussion of caregiver fatigue, family conflict, domestic violence, and financial stress. Nothing graphic, but emotionally heavy in sections. Listen with care if you’re in a tender place.

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