numerology secrets, divine guilt, and surviving in a broken society.

not like the other podcasts: raw, unfiltered, real.

i hear crows scream balance as my mind spirals between divine repentance and existential dread; reflections on numerology, divine abandonment, social survival, and making sense of being alive in a meaningless world.

topics in today's episode: numerology, spiritual symbolism, mental health spirals, societal expectations, the fear of failure, existential crises, toxic family dynamics, freelancing frustrations, the weight of repentance, religion's contradictions, fatalistic thinking, work-from-home struggles, streaming logistics, grief for lost tech, propaganda in media, processing guilt, niche entertainment analysis, and why surviving feels like a scam.