Ep. 17 Roy's Story of Waking Up to a Deeper Reality and Truth About Religious Trauma

Between the Strings

In this episode of Between the Strings, we sit down with Roy Krengel — a dentist, father, and devoted student of Kabbalah whose journey into spirituality began through unexpected upheaval and profound awakening. Raised in a traditional Jewish household, Roy struggled with deep religious angst after his father abruptly adopted extreme orthodox practices. This shift sparked years of rebellion, confusion, and a disconnect from anything spiritual.

Roy opens up about the moment that shattered his world: when his wife suddenly chose to leave their marriage, their children, and the life they built together to pursue her own path abroad. This painful rupture became the catalyst for Roy’s greatest transformation.

Join us as Roy shares how anxiety, loss, and unanswered questions led him into therapy, vulnerability, and ultimately an encounter with a Hmong shaman — an experience that redirected him toward the mystical teachings of Kabbalah.

Together, we explore:
✨ Healing religious trauma and reframing rituals through spiritual wisdom
✨ The awakening that comes from looking inward rather than outward
✨ The process of surrendering control, trusting the Creator, and allowing life to be co-created rather than self-carried
✨ How integrating spirituality has reshaped Roy’s parenting, his work, and his entire approach to success

This episode dives deep into the journey of rediscovering faith without dogma, rebuilding trust after heartbreak, and finding meaning beyond the physical world. Tune in for an authentic, healing conversation on awakening, resilience, and the power of returning to your own inner guidance.