This podcast is about the struggles through life as a Christian the ups and the downs, the battles that we have, and how we continue to strive for perfection that we will not find. It’s about personal testimonies about people’s battles through life, future goals, and how to be a Christian in this desensitized world. We all struggle on a daily basis as our mind decides to over power our hearts. People will tell you as a Christian that you are crazy for your beliefs and that you are crazy for ...
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Random thoughts and Ideas
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Hitler: Life of A Mad Man
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30 Minute Musings of a Mad Man podcast aka #TM4 Podcast "A podcast about nothing by guys with opinions about everything"
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I started this podcast as a diary in October 2019 after I almost died. After being released from the hospital, I found hope for life again through God, Therapy and Podcasting. Soon after feeling "healthy" again, the Global Pandemic of 2020 shut the world down. The mental anguish I endured is partially shown through diary entries and podcast episodes. As of August 2024, by the Grace of God, I am still living. God + Therapy + Podcasting = Saved my Life.
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Back in 2018, I decided that I finally needed to start watching Mad Men, and being a guy who loves to hear the sound of his own voice - I thought what a better way to really dive into the show and keep me on track than by doing a weekly (most of the time) podcast about this show I had heard so much about. Over almost a 2 year span I watched this show almost like it was still a weekly program, allowing me to experience almost like how the pilgrims used to watch TV, and then recording my immed ...
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Very hot topic! Should we celebrate Halloween? Just a take from The Big Belly Disciples.
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Halloween? Should we celebrate it? Should we not? A very hot topic! Just a take from a couple of buffoons with outlandish concepts! Sit in and enjoy the show with a couple of Big Delly Disciples!
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Happy International Podcast Day!!!!!! A whole lot of Gabe Chavez!!! Just the beginning!!!!
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One of the funniest podcasts ever Big Belly Disciples is on its way!! Casting out do doo demons! Talking about generational curses! Just the beginning. What an episode. We're not perfect but Jesus is! Taco bib invention so much more!!! Got time listen in!!!!!
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The American Church Is Being Rocked to Sleep!!!!!!!!
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Todays topic The American Church is being rocked to sleep!!! Wake up sleeping Giant! Got a little bit listen in!!!! New podcast on its way with Gabe Chavez look out for Big Belly Disciples Podcast!!!!!! Be looking out for Lost Sheep Clothing to support local men's ministries. love you all! Lets Go To War!…
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SPA 8 - I think I am Ready to Love Again
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This episode is me speaking directly to my sexuality. It has been a major challenge in my life and may men today struggle with being themselves in regards to their sexuality. I am one of these men. However, After a lot of therapy and healing, I am able to truly speak to my experiences navigating my sexuality and where I currently am. It has caused …
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This episode is meant to showcase how much I have grown since starting this podcast. I am very grateful for the opportunities I have had over the years and its a blessing to still be alive today. Inspiration and encouragement go a long way. And today I am proud that I can look back and simply say thank you to everyone who I met on this journey. The…
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SPA 6 - I lost my obsession with being seen.
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In todays climate, success is equated to what people can see. At this point in my life, im ok with not being seen. This diary entry is a real raw unpacking of where I am in life and how the sophomore podalbum is going...
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SPA 5 - Pouring into Self Helps others Around You
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This episode was created in efforts to highlight the importance of creating a self space to express myself and pour into me. I used a tictok video from Dr. Raquel Martin, A Licensed clinical Psychologist, Professor and scientist. In this audio from the video, she breaks down why it is important to create safe spaces for black men to be validated, a…
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What is a friend to you? What are your expextations of friendship? As I am continuing my healing journey, I am learning the true worth and value of a good friend. Over the last few years, many people I once considered to be a friend are no longer a friend. And I am simultaneously learning, that this is ok. It doesnt always mean that a friend become…
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In this diary entry, I discuss a recent event that derailed my entire life. I was involuntary committed to a psychiatric hospital for 10 days, in which my rights were violated as a patient. According to the Illinois Department of Public Health - Rights of Individuals receiving mental health and developmental disability services, my rights were GROS…
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In the second podcast of my sophomore podalbum, I reintroduce myself as "THEE PodFATHER" and give a brief description of how I became to be who I am today as an creative.
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SPA 1 - The Sophomore PodAlbum: The Introduction
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This is the beginning of season 9 AKA my sophomore PodAlbum. LISTEN to what is soon coming...
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Season 8 finale… the start of something new? Maybe?
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Just listen,.. it’s only 3 minutes. - The Podfather
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Happy Resurrection Sunday!!!! That's My King!!! Definity a little rusty lol. What can be brought back to life? Resurrection power lives within you!!!! More to come soon!!!
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Don't run away with the elote man!!! 2024 the year of more!!!
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We are back!!! This year we are expecting the supernatural! In this episode I talk about my crazy vision of the corn guy a.k.a the elote man! I talk about Philippians 4:7. And I talk about the peace that surpasses all understanding and some random dude named tom, LOL. New introduction song called "Get up" by Tye Tribbet! A few shout outs and ending…
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Barry Nimitz on the podcast from Believers Church talking about Romans 8:1 and the Men's encounterr!
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The man, the myth, the legend! Barry Nimitz! We talk about the upcoming encounter and condemnation! And as a founder of the Porterville chapter Men's Encounter What to expect and how he receives a revelation from God every time he goes! And what the reality as men and women in Church on what Church Good looks like! Tune In!!!!…
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Servanthood! What does it look like? Today we have Albert Chan and his take on what a servant should be!
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What does being a servant look like? Albert gives us a little bit of his testimony and how he found God! We talk a little bit about being outside of the four walls but, what it takes to be a servant! We also discussed Mark 10:35-45 and John 13:5-17 and how it shows us examples of what a servant is like! Also we discussed how he went to the men's en…
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1 John 14 Confidence! We talk to Oscar Moncibaiz from the Men's Encounter!
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Today we talked to Oscar M as I call him! He gave us his personal testimony, how the Men's Encounter has impacted his life, and how sometimes we have to deal with the good, the bad, and the ugly! But, we have to praise Him in the valley and on the mountain. We talked about being the bride of Christ, what God sees in us, and how we have to be confid…
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Small man and BIG moves! Bible study on Luke 19! The story of Zaccheus in the tree! The importance of special revelation! Are you ready for transition? Its ok not to be ok! But it's time to be ok!
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Dying to Yourself Daily! Amazing testimony with the Christian outlaw Justin Robbins!
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The topic of the day is "Dying to Yourself Daily." Today, we've got a whole lot of Texas on the line. We are talking to Justin Robbins, the Christian Outlaw out of Fort Worth Texas from City ON A Hill DFW Church out of Fort Worth, Texas who has a huge testimony. And we are going to talk about the Men's Encounter, which will be here in Porterville, …
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PASTOR ROBERT NAJERA ON RESTERATION AND HIS PERSONAL TESTOMINY
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Listen in to this amazing man of God!!! He tells us a little about his life and how his process began with restoration! From prison to church to being a huge influence to a lot of men and a man of many hats, to being a life coach and pastor. A little bit of Third Day Born Again and a whole lot of Jesus talk!…
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Cast out in Jesus name! JANEY AYALA'S testimony and how deliverance and being free is important!
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Janey's testimony on how God propelled her from a broken place and brought her to deliverance, how she's called for her ministry of deliverance, we talk about the experience at fox theatre and the movie "Cast out in Jesus name" that some of us watched yesterday! She uses her paintings to edify God! And how deliverance comes from a broken place and …
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Christian with depression? Say it ain't so?
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Is it possible to have depression and be a Christian? Tune in to find out! Let's see what happened to Elijah. A sample song called "Why God" by Austin French! And a surprise at the end! Keep your knees down, your hands up, and eyes towards Christ!
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Single and not ready to mingle with Alexis Trujillo!
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Being a Christian and being single. The dos and don'ts in your Christian walk and how to live life as a Christian while being single. How she deals with it and how she conquers the tough times in her life when the world says one thing and God says another!
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BATTLE TESTED ARE YOU GOING THROUGH SOMETHING? HOW DO WE GET THROUGH THE DIFFICULT TIMES
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No co-host today, just me and a little bit of bible study on 1 Samuel 17:31-37 AMP. On how David from a Sheperd to a king, took a process and how he had to get through his own battles before God put him on display to fight Goliath, you may have battle scars, and battle wounds but with God all things are possible push through, keep moving and your G…
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WE GOT JUAN SALAS FROM MENS ENCOUNTER ON THE LINE. HOW TO DEAL WITH ALCOHOL AND SO MUCH MORE!
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What an amazing testimony! How God really can take something from you and how he made it through his journey relying on Christ in a very desperate situation! His experience with the men's encounter, how we all can understand Luke 15:1-7, and how we all were lost at one point in time. His testimony of dealing with alcohol hit home for me. What a gre…
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THE AMAZING NICK MOSQUEDA AND HIS TESTIMONY!!!
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Listen in to Nick from Out the Box Ministries! A sample from Indiana bible college called "Name above all names". Get a pen and paper and take notes and listen in to this awesome man of God! We all see the outcome of what God does but, sometimes fail to understand the process that comes before the call! The breakdown and understanding of God's love…
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HONEY I AM HOMEEEEEE! WE ARE BACK! Episode : Hold on while I go get my peace!
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A little bit of how to navigate through the hard times. Scripture is going to be Mark 5:24-34. How do we get through our issues when we have been going through them for a long time? How do we break the chains of continuous pain? When everybody says we are unclean or "not fixable". We have to chase down Jesus with everything we have! Sometimes one s…
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Ramblings about the violence of nature
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Cheers to 3 years of podcasting. This has been a journey that I feel so many emotions about ending. I found hope, lost hope and found it again over the past 3 years. In this moment, I still do not have it all together, and honestly, I am not sure if I ever will. However, I am glad that I was able to tell my story. I just hope someone else finds the…
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DE 151: A Conversation with my Grandmother
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In this diary entry, I was able to have a conversation with my grandmother, my Dads mom to talk about her life, my Dad and family. Not much else I can say here, you just have to listen.
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Just what the title says. No description needed. I love you Mom, xoxo
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DE 148: 4 Your Ears Only Featuring My Cousin [Part 3
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This episode/series was recorded back in July of 2020, during the pandemic. I was able to have my cousin join me to share his story about his life and upbringing. Little did I know when we sat down to record, I would learn so much more about him, his life and his mindset. These diary entries changed our relationship and made us much closer.…
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DE 147: 4 Your Ears Only Featuring My Cousin [Part 2]
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This episode/series was recorded back in July of 2020, during the pandemic. I was able to have my cousin join me to share his story about his life and upbringing. Little did I know when we sat down to record, I would learn so much more about him, his life and his mindset. These diary entries changed our relationship and made us much closer.…
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DE 146: 4 Your Ears Only Feat. My Cousin [Part 1]
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This episode/series was recorded back in July of 2020, during the pandemic. I was able to have my cousin join me to share his story about his life and upbringing. Little did I know when we sat down to record, I would learn so much more about him, his life and his mindset. These diary entries changed our relationship and made us much closer.…
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DE 145: A Conversation with my Auntie
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Me and my Auntie Edna have a bond that is similar to the one me and my grandmother had. She get's me. She understands me, and I feel true, unconditional love and support from her. Being able to have her here to share our story together is an honor. I hope this episode brings some healing to other families and relationships.…
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DE 143: Interviewed by Queen Cole - OG Club Member & Published Author
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One of the first people I met was Queen Cole. We connected early in the pandemic while we were both trying to figure out this podcast thing. We have grown and evolved tremendously over past few years and I am very happy one of my final episodes features this dope creative, entrepreneur, and author - Queen Cole! I turned the tables and allowed her t…
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DE 144: Interviewed by The Great Walt, CEO & Founder of Boss Locks
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Around the time I wanted to end the podcast, I wanted to find a way to end with bringing a new perspective to my journey. I allowed a few people I met in the podcast space to interview me and Walt was one of the people who showed up! I am super thankful for Walt & I am very thankful I have crossed paths with him. Wish you continued success bro - Ke…
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DE 142: Diary with Latrice, Licensed Mental Health Therapist
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Latrice is someone who I connected with in Afros & Audio. We met during the pandemic and were finally able to meet in person last year at podcast movement. She is a licensed mental health therapist and I am glad to have her on the podcast. She started her career with counseling with the military and also had a private practice. I am thankful to hav…
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DE 141: A Podcast Movement Connection Featuring Chris Colbert, CEO of DCP Entertainment
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This episode features Chris Colbert, who I met at podcast movement last year. It was incredible to meet someone who was very humble and willing to talk about our experiences, mental health and more. Be sure to check out this website at the link below. .. DCP Entertainment Website Follow me on IG - @Diaryofambm…
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Over the past few years, I've learn to produce podcasts on my own. In diary entry 140, I lay out a few things that I important that I speak on. This is a good conclusion to my conversation surrounding my mental health from the totality of my podcast and healing journey. I unpack my past diagnosis with mental health, things I've learned about mental…
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DE 139: Interviewed by Jen, Host of Woke By Accident Podcast
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The first VIP Annual Member to The Black Podcast Club!!!! Jen is the host of Woke by Accident podcast and part of my PodFam -basically, THIS MY POD SISTERRR!!!!! Since the podcast is coming to an end, I decided to allow some of my PodFam to interview me on the show, to provide more insight into me, my podcast journey, where I'm going and share some…
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DE 138: 7 Things to Stay Mentally Healthy
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. Learn More: DiaryofaMadBlackMan.com
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DE 137: Creating Space for Something New
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Nearly at the midway mark of the final season, in this diary entry, I recognize that I've gained community, life-long friends, & the necessary support to start thriving. Diary of a Mad Black Man is coming to an end. This podcast and unexpected creative journey has been healing, therapeutic, and completely changed my life. I love myself unconditiona…
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DE 135: The Last 4 Months Letting Go of Pain...
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This diary entry is a deep reflection on the idea of "Letting go of the pain" I recorded on February 7th 2022. So this episode is really a reflection on my life from October/November 2021 - February 2022. In this vulnerable, raw diary entry, I was realizing I need to truly let go of the pain from my past, the pain that I carry and accept what is. T…
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Hey what’s good! Hope this podcast finds you well. I just wanted to do something different, especially because I’m off schedule! I recorded this podcast directly from my phone, for the first time ever! A quick update on my world and how things are unfolding. Hope you find some encouragement and motivation through me story.…
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DE 133: The First Birthday Without Tears
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The first birthday without tears where I did not cry because I missed my grandmother. Its a weird feeling because I am questioning myself, why I didn't cry. I believe the pain of her death and absence on earth is not as severe as it once was. I still miss her a lot and its crazy its been 6 years and I finally feel ok talking about. I can finally ha…
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DE 131: Let's Smoke a Blunt while I tell you why I Admire Cardi B
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In this diary entry, I rolled up to tell you a story. You can find inspiration, motivation and encouragement from many different places in todays world. I found refuge is a ratchet, regular, degular schmedular girl from the bronx instagram who helped laugh when I was depressed, smile when I was down, and helped me to be true to myself by seeing her…
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DE 130: After 2 years of Healing & Podcasting.... [Season 7 Premier]
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Season 7 is Finally HERE! I am excited to get back to podcasting again with my new season. Just like every season before, i get more honest, transparent and vulnerable than before. Being that this is potentially my final season of the podcast, I am not holding back anything and my story is going to be told. I have been challenged with so much menta…
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DE 129: Life After 9 Weeks of Medication for Mental Health [ Season 6 Finale]
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What's up! In today's diary entry, I give you all an update on my mental health journey with medication after 9 weeks of taking Lexapro; a daily medication for depression and anxiety. After listening, you'll have a better understanding of why its important to put yourself first and believe in you; trusting and believe that everything will be alrigh…
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DE 128: An Intermission from Healing - A Quick Update
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Hey Everyone! Welcome back to another great diary entry. A few major developments have happened since I recorded and released the previous episode. This has caused me to change a few things around in the production schedule however, we are not stopping! I just wanted to tap in with you all briefly as I continue to change and develop things moving f…
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